One Dream, Gone. Again.

Last week I was a failure for I wasn’t able to watch the The Script Concert, and tomorrow, I shall be an Epic on failing for I won’t be able to watch yet another concert from another favorite band: Switchfoot. Boo me. To anyone who’s generous enough to give me tickets, I would really REALLY appreciate it. Gawd. I promise I’ll be watching them performing Live someday. For now, let’s feast on some of their oh-some songs and music videos. ;D

This one’s my favorite. The Awakening.

This too. Stars.

Well, this is definitely not yet the end of my favorite songs list. Meant to Live.

Always.

Hello Hurricanes. The list can go on, but let’s limit to this one. :D

Tiiiiiiiiiiiickets! Where art thou shall I find you, for freeeeeeeeeeeeeee? Ha! Someday, I promise. Someday, this.

No Way Out

I’m in pain

I’m in deep pain

Why are you keeping me waiting in vain?

Do you want me to go insane?

I know you’re hurting now,

Just a bit of taps and comfort

It seems like you don’t wanna feel them somehow

You’re just right over there

And I’m just few inches away

But why?

Why don’t you want me to act in the most endearing way?

You said you don’t wanna breake loose and cry

I said, I just wanna hold you tight

I’m just right over here

And seeing you like that–

It hurts me coz the situation forbids me to do anything

You don’t want me to do anything

Just shout “Help!” and I don’t care

Even if I’m barefooted, I’ll be running

So I can be there.

Wrote this for a friend few months ago. It was the time when that friend of mine faced the eye of the storm and I can’t do anything about it. Yeah. Ha! When you can’t do anything about a situation and it kills you being trapped in it; just let your heart write out the words your mouth is too scared to let go. Rawr! Cheers! Good thing everyone’s okay now. :)

Say What?

Up until our last day
I won’t tell you that—
I like the way you put your hands behind my waist
The way they gently hold my back
I like the time you grabbed my arms so tight when you faced a bit of a stage-fright
I like the stories I see behind those eyes, and
The happiness you shared with those big wide smiles

I won’t tell you how—
My heart skipped its beat the first time I saw you
I remembered doing all kinds of things just to take hold one single moment of you
My stomach lurched for all the butterflies you gave–
Reading all those messages is like being lost in a wonderful maze

I won’t tell you why—
I always love the way you call me with that exclusive name we have
You always make me feel beautiful even others believe otherwise
You don’t know how i appreciate you saying those words and doing those acts
Even if it doesn’t mean a thing to you
For me, it’s magic and there were stars that sparkle too

I vowed to immediately stop whatever it is that i felt
But I’m always the Miss Failure in the whole hard-and-long-process
I still thought of you as my knight and my prince
And somehow, I’m your damsel and your princess

Ergo, I hope your heart can read between the lines and through
For when that day comes that i had to let go of you
Even when i won’t speak a word
This poem is enough to tell you
That yeah, I really like you

*You wouldn’t like this, would you? I know. Don’t worry, I know where to go. Haha! Cheers! :)