I found this article posted in the office news board, I found it worth-sharing, so here. :)
Me: God can I ask you a question?
Me: Promise You won’t get mad?
God: I promise.
Me: Why did you let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do you mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late.
Me: My car took forever to start.
Me: At lunch, they made my sandwich wrong and I had to wait.
Me: On my way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call.
God: All right.
Me: And to top it all off, when I got home I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager and relax. BUT, it wouldn’t work! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?
God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning and I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that.
Me: (humbled) OH.
God: I didn’t let your car start because there was a drunk driver in your route that would have hit if you we re on the road.
God: The first person who made your sandwich to day was sick and I didn’t want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn’t afford to miss work.
Me: (embarrassed) Okay.
God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn’t even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me: (softly) I see, God.
God: Oh, and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn’t think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I’m sorry, God.
God: Don’t be sorry, just learn to trust Me–in all things, good and bad.
Me: I will trust You.
God: And don’t doubt that My plan for your day is always better than your plan
Me: I won’t God. And let me just tell you, God, thank You for everything today.
God: You’re welcome, child. It was just another day being your God and I love looking after My children.
…is what I truly need to have right now and each and everyday.
These past few days, as you may know, I’m having quite a hard time with myself. I got a lot of questions left unanswered, words left unsaid and things left to do, then. I still do, though, I’m better off a bit now. Later on I realized, I haven’t had my one-on-one talks and date with my Dad since the last week of the last month. :( Sad, I know, and it made me empty.
The only thing that would fill and complete me is when I come to His presence humbly and honestly. And I wouldn’t want to delay myself on that because as the days drag on and I don’t take heed on His words, it keeps making me weak. It’s like whatever I do, it holds no importance.
So, thank you for praying for me. God is always at work and is starting with my heart and soul. I just need to push myself a lot more and then, everything will be fine again.
Please pray for me some more, okay? :)
P.S.: I’ll be back on hardcore blogging this March. See you all again sooooon!!!
And oh, before I forgot. Here is my moodboard for the month of February.
Go. Be You.